Music of my Heart!

Shane died at the age of 14. When I dream of him he often comes to me at this age. The age where I would hold and cuddle him as a baby.

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Sunday, December 12, 2010

World Wide Candlelighting

Tonight I sit all dressed up with your photo that is in a sterling glass locket that hangs around my neck. I was heading to church to light a candle for you, only to find out it has been cancelled, due to the weather. This year has been an extremely difficult one and I don't even know for sure why. It seems so long since you left me, but at the same the hurt in my heart is still fresh and new. I just wanted that one hour with you. Just me and you, to reflect, to feel you, to remember, in a room where it is ok to remember, where you don't feel quite so alone. To shine a light that you could possibly see, and to listen to music you could possibly hear. I love you and miss you so much my baby only you know the depth of it. I long to be with you and can't wait to see you and hold you in my arms again. At 7:00 p.m., I will be meeting your Aunt Bridget, here on the net and at the same time we will reflect and light a candle, anyway. There will be, only your music, that we will be hearing. I love you and miss you always. <3>

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To all who mourn…he will give beauty for ashes, joy instead of mourning, praise instead of despair. For the Lord has planted them like strong and graceful oaks for his own glory. …I cannot remain silent. I will not stop praying for her until her righteousness shines like the dawn, and her salvation blazes like a burning torch.” Isaiah 61:1-2a, 3 & 62:1b NLT
“…that time of darkness and despair will not go on forever. The people who walk in darkness will see a great light… For God will break the chains that bind his people…” Isaiah 9:1a, 2a, 4a NLT